Okay, Life's great.

I learned some things over the past few days. After the camp & the whole weekend, these few days have been superb. Coz I relaxed myself and spent time like how I wanted to. It's really hard to force yourself into stuff sometimes, it just makes you agitated and irritable. The past few days have been goooooood! W/o my normal routines. I dislike routines. I now try to do things that I just want to do, instead of those that I'm obliged to. It will help me smile more, though there may be consequences as well. Free days and holidays are great ways to destress myself! I have been very edgy and bad tempered since the start of this year. Sigh. Coz I felt very uptight and confused. Instead of moving forward all the time, taking a step back is so important. Only then I get to Cherish. Treasure. 

I visited one of my relatives at the hospital today. I don't like hospis'. Going in there makes me depressed. The people were all really sick. They're pale and tired. Some are in critical condition, some are reallly clinging on to their last breath. They're really these people out there in so much pain, and going through so much. Pinning their hopes on every breath they take, barely on the brink of life, on the verge of giving up. Very sad. At least it helped me to look at myself and see how fortunate I am. My worries and the things that make me sad and angry are really such small matters compared to theirs. How can I still ask for more and be greedy? So selfish. If only I had a bit more willpower and learn to appreciate what I have. Instead of being moody about trivial stuff. Gotta learn, gotta learn! 

My life's half glass full, not half glass empty. (: 

Lalalala. Anyway, I want to try this quiz I saw on Wenchien's blog!

Rather interesting, I think.